Illusion

Life’s an illusion, now I feel,
with this truth now I deal.
A morning, for others is a new start,
but each event, my life & me part.
Singing songs of the dreaded reality.

Life’s an illusion now I feel, with this truth now I deal.

Eyes what they see, is not what I feel,
my heart’s offspring I’ve to kill.
Every pain that I do receive,
leads to a harder me, that I conceive.
Each day is a new battle, with myself.

Afternoon sun overhead willingly smiles,
the road is tough, left more miles.
The human nature I’d like to kill,
just with the basics I would deal.
Here’s something I call ~ Philosophy!

Life’s being unfair, all the time,
dare not you ever drink that wine.
Reaping a desert rose with my tears,
I’ve been crying since long years.
Hope says, “It’s not gonna last forever!”

Offshore I see my life taken away,
“I don’t wanna go!” she’s screaming all way.
Down this heart, dreams I want to bring,
in this deathbed, my life’s wants to spring.
The air here is getting poisoned.

Friends n family are just mere words,
Better than me are those free birds.
Striving hard to just bring a smile,
All that you expect is a veil.
Relations are fake unwired connections.

Living alone is the best way to be,
Happiness will slowly come you’ll see.
With no one around, you won’t be hurt,
With least expectations, tears won’t spurt.
Loneliness will surely be your best friend.

But the One in me is greater than the world,
He says, I’m more than a conqueror.
He brings joy, fades away tears,
He says, “I’ll be with you till forever.”
My Father, My Best‘est’ Friend, My Companion.

The day when this illusion will break,
I’ll enter the Promised Land,
The truth that day will uncover,
And will flee what I used to fear.
This is my life ~ An illusion !